My English teacher for this last semester is such a sweetheart.
She is really nice and she writes quickly to our interrogations. I still don’t know whether or not I pass but still she tells me that I should be okay.
EDIT: I pass all my classes. (That last one has a D… but it will be better).
I still worry I don’t have the sufficient grade (2,0) to pursue my studies. I have 1,69 without the D.
Guess I should stop hoping.
One of my friends (and somewhat crush) invited me for his birthday party last Friday. I went and had fun. Though right before he arrived, I was talking to some other people and one girl told me he’d be getting back with his ex.
Somehow I thought to myself: If I don’t ask him he will not tell me if it is the truth.
So I don’t know what to do… I’ll let the world surprise me, I guess.
Just started my first chapter of my summer class (Intro to the world map)
Guess I wasn’t out of school and on vacation for long. Geography is not that bad.
It’s been more than a fricking year, why do I still want to cry over him?
I mean, I just saw pictures of him with some friends of mine and a wave of missing him just came over me. I want to hug someone and hold them for a bit.
I don’t even know why. I thought I was over him or something, but I just want to curl into a ball and have a bit of crying. Not ugly sobbing, just crying.
(Hearing With Love, Vincent and A Lonely Decision, didn’t help here).
Curve balls yet again?
The guy I spoke about on here a good couple of times (yes, the guy for the baseball match last year) is no longer single.
Thought I had my chances and he gave me the idea that it was going to go somewhere. Which now that I think of it- was bullshit.
I should stop it already and it will just makes it way into my life.
With some perspective (and some later thinking), he might not have feelings for me.
Curve balls
Sometimes, as I have said before, life throws curveballs at you. Moments where you have to think fast.
I have made a point in recent posts about a guy that I had met last year that I was supposed to see some time soon. No replies from him from a while, I figured “Well, you might as well, stop now.”, which I did.
In my German class, I have started a study group with other people and there is a guy (whom I will not name), who is always the first one to reply to a message I post. He is also very nice. I sat next to him last Wednesday and it was fun. We made fun of each others. He was right on something and I said ‘You know what? I owe you a beer’ to which he said, ‘Alright, we’ll keep in touch’. He also told me he loved to go, but may have to postpone it, because he has a new job. As he got the job now, he said ‘If I can, I will try to give some things to do to other people, so we can go.’ to which I said not to worry that the offer would stay as long as he’d want it.
So… I see him again on Wednesday, he still hasn’t told me he wanted to switch partners (which is good).
Eeeh.
This is the sound of a slight excitement. I may or may not be have a movie “date” if you can call it that with a guy. I have spoken about him on the tumblr (he went to a baseball match with me). The thing is I think he might not want to do anything with me, because he tends to forget about it and sometimes even not asking if I wanted to do any and later say “Oh well, it be fun, but I need to concentrate on my studies.”
We are supposed to watch Kung Pow, Pan’s Labyrinth and one Monty Python. If we ever get to have a day. Heck, I don’t know. What do you guys think?
So I’m just waiting to see if he ever asks. Crossing my fingers and all.
EDIT: I do not know him that well. 
so, some news on Germany…
To some of you who follow me back to Mose’s age, you might know how I was supposed to go to Germany for three months in April. I have decided to withdraw my candidature and in doing so this means that I will not be going there.
Even if… I wanted to, the program was not as I expected it… I am sad and then again… it might be meaning that I’ll get better German with that. We’ll see.
Late night
You know when you just want to sleep, but your brain is just going on non-stop… Any tips to sleep faster?
Half an hour early for German class.
I’ll take that as a sign that I’m in the right one. Or that I’m too early.
Take a small guess at whom passed every single one of her classes?
If you guessed the owner of the blog:
YOU ARE RIGHT!
I passed every single one of them. Got C+, C-, one D (Methodology) and another C. Not very high notes, I concur but still :D 
The awkward moment when you are talking to yourself (I was doing a fake radio show)
in the bathtub and that your mother hears you. She might think you are crazy now.
My friend Laurie (yup, the same girl) and I went on a walk with another photographer friend of mine. They took some pictures. Those two. I like number one a lot, number two doesn’t look like me at all.
